talkin' paul mcartney blues

these days i drink more coffee
and smoke more pot than ever
I paint on the walls. I make collages
of old Mick Jagger
looking at young Mick Jagger
and young Paul Mcartney
blowing smoke on old Paul Mcartney
on that stupid new album
(which was played at starbucks all over america,
for 24 hours non-stop)
Old paul would have hated that.
Old me would hate me.
I wonder if I am ever supposed to find out WHY.
I dont consider myself dumb...
I am not completely unlikeable
I love dogs...and smart boys.
i am fairly strung out.
probably because I drink too much coffee
I just like coffee
but no so much Starbucks
anymore.
damnit.